I created this blog to be able to express myself, even if I have paid for the privilege and even if no one ever reads this. How I see it is that it is a tiny amount to pay to work on my favourite hobby, with the added incentive that since I paid for it I might as well get my moneys worth. I do have a huge dilemma however, in that I have no idea what I am doing! Definitely a first world problem, but is it bad to want to have a cool blog like the cool kids?
There is a plethora of unlimited resources to help me improve this stuff, the internet, the local library offers courses, I could even choose to enrol in higher education. The most obvious starting point though would be my blog host. I have a paid for blog including unlimited support, it’s the first step of ASKING for help that stumps me. Call it pride. Call it stubbornness but I am ingrained with independence such that it is a disadvantage at times.
This is why I hate getting a flat tyre on my car. I use to think it was the inconvenience that made me mad. After mulling over the last one, I realised that’s not at all why I hate it. It is because I don’t know how to change a tyre. I have paid for roadside assistance membership and therefore reliant on some person to change my tyre along with providing other basic car assistance. A solution I am not happy about though clearly not enough to learn how to change a tyre. This is one thing where I feel pride has no place because cars are too befuddling!
I know eventually I will have to swallow my stubborn pride but it’s not entirely a bad thing only time consuming.